wen|yuleyingtang xieminghong

编辑|李春晖

“fanxianshilixiangzhuyizhedezuihouyisidise，tadeqienuoyufankangrangrengantongshenshou。”

diankai《qingyuniandierji》，zaifandaowunianqian《qingyunian》diyijidegaozi，yingtangjunzuoweiguanzhonghemeitirendagaiduizheigezuopinjuyoushuangzhongshijiao。

zuoweiputongguanzhong，suiranmeiyoujulilaoshi、xuesheng、qingjiedamacuigengneimexinji，danyehuizaishuadaoxinwuliaoshimanhuaiqidaipinpingyifan；erzuoweimeiticongyezhe，yingtangjunhaishigengguanxinchanyecengmiandenanti、bingwei《qingyunian》xiliezheshinieyibahan——dareipdexuzuoruheshengji，ruhebugufujiyouyonghudeqidai，ruhechengzaigengguangfanrenqundeweiguanhetaolun？

zheiyesuanyizhongzhiyebingle，zhidaoqinghuainanxu，xujinanpai。zhuilezheijitianju，shenganguanyuxuzuoshengjizheijianshier，《qingyuniandierji》youhenduohuayaoshuo。bujinshiduilaofen，gengyouneixiegangdianjinlaidexinpengyou。“wojiao‘qingyunian’，xiangyongwunianshijianrangnikandaowodechengzhang。”

duiyuneirongchuangzuozhelaishuo，xuzuomianlinshijianhekongjiandeshuangzhongnanti。shijiandeliushi，yiweizheguanzhongshenmeiheshichangdaoxiangdeliubian。xuzuoshangzhuo，shouxianyaoduiguanzhongqingxuzuoyicianfuhelianjie。zhangpianleidudehuawaiyinfushushangyijijuqingkendingshizuixiace，leisi《qingyuniandierji》zheizhongduzhecuigengdexingshifanerqinqie；kongjiandebianhua，zeshijujineishengxingdeweidu。renwuherenshehaiyaoweichiyuanzhuangma？fanxianhuibuhuiyehejuwaikongjiandeguanzhongyiyangfashenglesixiangdezhuanbianni？

shuodaodi，renmenguanxindebuzhishixuzuonengfouyanxujingcai，haiyoutazuoweiyigelaopengyounengfoudailaixindesikao。neixiezhongtuzousanledepengyou，bujiushiyinweiyourenliuzaileyuandima？

同一个彼岸，不同的到达方式

《qingyunian》diyijiqianqineirong，dagaikeyizongjiewei“jishenger，heshengniang”。fanxianshuacongmingxiangzaigudaishehuizaochulaideboli、feizao、baishatang，jingranquanbeiqinmajitiqianzaochulaitigaorenminshenghuoshuipingle。dekuiyeqingmeibubeitangshisongci，buranfanxianqiniandiandoushidemingchangmianyehuibeibaohuoer。

zaifanxiandeyanzhong，duiyuyinxiangmohudeyeqingmeijiujingshizenyangdeganshou？shishenmiaodepantaozhe，haishiweiqingguorenminmoupingdengdeshehuihuodongjia，yihuoshishenshangyouzhegezhongxuanyidanyunyulezijideputongmuqin。keyishuo，《qingyuniandierji》xiangyaojiejuedewenti，bujinjinshidajiaqidai“jiemi”，gengduodeshi“tongyigebian，shifouyoubutongdedaodafangshi”？

liangji《qingyunian》，tongxuzheyigezhuti，dancezhongdianyousuochayi。diyijizhudashaonianchengzhang，fanxiancongdanzhouchuangdaojingdou，manyandoushixinqihekunhuo；dierjijujiaoshaonianruhegaizaoshijie，takaishikandaoshenbiandexiaorenwu，lijieletamendexinuaile，gengmingbailezijisuoqiushiweiputongrenqingming。qingguobingfeiquanguizhiqingguo，ershiqianqianwanwanguominzhiqingguo。

zaifanxiankanlai，muqinzaijianchayuanmenkoulideshibei。“woxiwangqingguozhifa，weishengminerli。buyingaoguirongren，buyinpinqiongboduo。”zheixiedoushiduishehuizhidudegaizaoheduiminzhideqimeng，zugouweidadanfeijuedingzhirennanwei。

baizaifanxianmianqiandewenti，shijichengmuqindedaolu，haishizouchushuyuzijidelu。《qingyuniandierji》duizheigehexinzhutidechengxianpoyouqiaosi，jujiyongfanxianhechenpingpingzaishibeiqiandezhenglunjiangqibaikairousui，budongshengsedichuandijileguanzhong。

chenpingpingxiangyaofanxianzouyeqingmeidelu，bingzuohaolequanpanguihua。danfanxianjibujieshouzheizhongkongzhi，gengmingbaitahemuqinbiranyaoguojieranbutongderensheng。tapoubaizijideneixin：“wobushiwoniang，zuobudaoweilegaibianshijieerhuozhe。danwohuoyishi，zuiqimaxiangyaozuoyigeziyiweidehaoren，rangwodeliangxinnengpingjingyixie。wobuxiangzaikandaotengzijingbaisileneiyangdeshi，yebuxiangzaikandaolaojintouneiyangwuchushenyuandebaixing。woyaotitamenshuohua，woyaotiwangsizhirenzhaohuigongdao。”

mouzhongchengdushang，zheiyeshisuoyouqingniandechengzhangzhiwen。moshoujidingdeqianrenkantanguodedaolu，haishizijixiahetangchuyitiaoxinlu。“panni”zhezhangdadeshaonianfanxian，yongyuanchongmanzhezhiyideyongqihedapochenguideruiyi。yiqizhizhengdedoushizaojiuxinyidaiwentanzongzhu，“jiasiqijun”beitakouruoxuanhedeqingzuifayanqiaomiaohuajie，“baoyueloubeikun”shizeshitahewangqinianlianshoudeyichuhaoxi……

yigerendeyanxingjuzhijiujingnenggouchanshengduodadeyingxiang？zaiqianxingdeguochengzhongtuisangdeshaoniannanmianshiquxinxin。juzhong，dangfanxianchanshengziwohuaiyishi，wangqinianshuo：“nideyanxingzhuzhangkeshigaibianlehenduorena，zhishaoyouwowangqinian。”danxingqiancheng，mowenhoulu。napashipifuhanshu，danzhiyaonenggaibianyixienapazhishiyigeren，douzhidequzuo。

进击的范闲，越难越燃

ruguoshuo《qingyunian》diyijiwanchengdeshifanxiandeziworenzhi，shi“xiangneiqiu”。neime《qingyuniandierji》zhanxiandejiushishaonianchuzhangchengyihouduikangbugong、weiminqingmingdehaoqing，shi“xiangwaifang”。mianduidegengdadezuai，jinjidefanxianyedaijiguanzhonggengduoranganheqingxugongming。

《qingyunian》diyijirangrenleimudefanxianweitengzijingfuchou，youtongshihaoxiongdideqingfen，yeyouzhiyichengxuzhengyidefenmen。jishachengjushushitashuo“dajubunengshani，wolaisha！”cishifanxianbingweichujiqingguohexinquanliquan，yincishoudaodezuaixiangduijiaoxiao。

daole《qingyuniandierji》，tasuiranmaosixiangqingdijiefaerhuangzihezhanggongzhuliyunruisitongbeiqideexing，queyinweimeiyoushizhengheqingdidebaobiermeilexiawen。duiyudierjidefanxian，tayaomianlindebujinshiyigelichengze，gengshizhizaoleqianqianwanwan、dadaxiaoxiaolichengzede“xitongzhie”。

weilegenghaodiyutamenduikang，chenxialaidefanxianyijianchajingchengbaiguanweishouduan，chuixianglezhenzhengdefankanghaojiao。mianduilansanxiedaideyichu，fanxiandepilishouduanpoyouxiezhengdunzhichangdeyiwei。taxianqiyongdengziyuehewangqiniandangzhuguan，zailashangsichudeyanbingyunlai“heren”。dangfanxianshuoyanbingyunzuoshi“buyaolian”shi，yanbingyundeliandoujiqilvle。wakengtongshidiyiren，feifanxianmoshu。

gangjinjianchayuandeshihou，dajiashuo“yiqieweileqingguo”，xianzaizebianchengle“yiqieweileshenghuo”。fanxianyijuhuajiusikaileyichumishibenxindezhenxiang。dangtanwushouhuidebuzhengzhifengchengweiyizhongchangtai，qingzhenglianjiefanchengle“buhequn”。zhaoyingtangjunshuo，zheinashizaikan《qingyuniandierji》，fenmingshiyichu《guanchangxianxingji》。

《qingyuniandierji》zhong，fanxianyijiasikaiju，yongzijizuoeryinerhuangzihetaiziduizhibaiminglichang，zaiyijianshusishouhuianweixiansuorangjuqingjinrule“shenshuiqu”。zheixiexijiexiangshidejuqingpupaikailai，zhanxianlegushiyuzhouzhongdeshehuiyunxingguilvhexianhuodeminshengbaitai。

jianshusibazijidehuowuyunmengyudanghaochusongchuquzaigaojiahuishoudejingjiguaizhang、chaotangshangyanguanyuerhuangzitongfanxianjiaobandejidufanzhuan，junrangrenzhihuguoyin。fanxianlaolianle，yegengnianerhuaile，juranhuidangzhongshouhuidengzhebeidanhewan“diaoyuzhifa”le。buxunchangdejiaodu，zhanxianduofangboyidelache，zheicaishidajiaqidaide“gaoduanju”。

juzhongyidafanzhuan，shifuzejianshusidedaigonggonggenbenbujidemaicaidelaojintou。“meirenjideta。”fanxiankanzhejieshanglailaiwangwangderenqungankaibuyi。yigehuoshengshengderencongzheigeshijiexiaoshile，quemeiyourenguanxintaweihexiaoshi，shenzhimeiyouchajuedaotadexiaoshi。

“sheinengrangtamenjianshishenmeshizhenzhengdewangfa？zheiwangfaruoshizongjianbuzhe，sheihaixinni？”shanyuyulaifengmanlou，zhenggeqingguoqingweizhizhandou。dangfanxianchuandichutayaoganpiaodade，《qingyuniandierji》caisuanzhendekaimu。

情怀升级，从小处做起

xiangbihenduoxuzuodekongtanzhuyi，《qingyuniandierji》dechengyizaiyuxiaorenwudemiaomoyujiatingxifendekehua。fengqiyuqingpingzhimo，zheixiexiaochudenuli，zuizhonggoujianlerenwuzaiqingganweiducengmiandezhenshi，rangguanzhonggandaozaimougeshikong，fanxianhetadejiarenyijiouyudexiaorenwumenzhenzhenqieqiedikuguo、xiaoguo、aiguo。

laojintoufangzaiyouxishijielidagaishilianmingzidoubuhuiyoudenpc，kezai《qingyuniandierji》litadechuchangquenenggouqiandongguanzhongdexinxu，rangdajialijieshenmeshiminshengzhijian。baoyueloulesuodeyiwanliang，shitazhongqiyishengyecoubudaodeshumu。

zaigudaiwenxueshiyuli，laojintoudagaixiangdangyubaijuyibixiade“maitanweng”。sangwenzeshi“pipanv”，shenbuyoujidemingyunhecuranlishidourangrenxixu。ruguozheigeshijieyouduoyidiandegongyiherenqing，tamendemingyunshibushijiumeineimecanle。

lingyifangmian，jiatingxifendekehuarang《qingyuniandierji》youlegengduodewennuanherenqing。wangqiniansuijiayouhanqi，danyijiasankouqilerongrongdexiaoriziyejiaorenxianmu。wangqihuiehenhendidengwangqinian，yuqiyuewenrouhouguoyueyanzhong。zhixing“jiafa”shi，shengxiagangadefanxianzaifengzhonglingluan。saozizheizourendeshuiping，qimashigeqipingaoshouba。

jiulianguayanshaoyudeyanjiafuzi，yezai《qingyuniandierji》zhanxianlefanchameng。yanruohaitingshuoleyanbingyunbangzhufanxianjiasideshi，zhudongbanjinlaofang，erziquqingyebuchulai。suiranzuoshiyuanzebutong，danyanfuwanquannenglijieerziquanquanbaoguozhixin。likailaoyushi，yanruohaihaixiaoyoumoleyiba，duiyanbingyunshuo：“yaobuwoxiangfuzhiqian，yebanizhuchuyanjia？”

《qingyuniandierji》tongguofanxianduixiaorenwudeguanqie，zhongxinjiegouleyingxiongrenwu。neixiegerennenglihentuchu，yifudangguanwanfumokaideren，guranshiyingxiong。neixiepingdengdiduidaimeiyigeputongren，duiruoshiquntijiayibangfuhegongqingderen，zeshilingyigecengmiandeyingxiong。

“ruoshimeirennengzhanchulai，tamenzheixierenyibeizijiuzhinengrenzhe、shouzhe。keshisheinengzhanchulaini？”zaifanxianyanzhong，meirenjidedelaojintouhenzhongyao，beishaochengyibahuideshijiazhenyehenzhongyao。suoyoushenghuozaiqingguonaizhibeiqi、dongyichengderen，doushibufengaodiguijiandezhongyao。

guanyuxuzuoruheshengji，《qingyuniandierji》jichudedajuanshi：lizuxiaorenwu、dashanggaoduanju、huiguijiatingxi、qinghuaikeluodi。haodeneirongyidingnengzhuazhushidaiqingxu，dangjujikaishiguanxinliangshiheshucai，guanxinpuluodazhongdexixiaonuma，anshilechuangzuodaoxiangdezhuanduo。huiguirichangchuangzaobufan，《qingyuniandierji》denulizhidebeikanjian。