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从历史学到口吃研究:一个中年博士的急转人生

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2024年12月22日 美国来源:界面新闻

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文丨武冰聪

 

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越洋冒险

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被污名化的群体

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mayanguanchadao,yanyubinglixuezhuanyecunzaihendadejiuyequekou,gaoxiaoyexiwangpeiyangxiangguanrencai。wulunzaimeiguo,haishizhongguo,zheigezhuanyedeqianjingdoufeichanghao。zaimeiguo,zuozheigezhuanyedezhongguoxueshenghelaoshishuliangzhengzaizengjia,danrengbugouduo。zaimeiguocongyedezhongwengongzuozhe,dagaiyejiushijibairen,daduodoushijinshinianquwangmeiguoxuexide。“xianzaiyijingyouleyigehenhaodekaishi,wojuede,yaocongmeiguoxianxuedaoyixiedongxi,zaitongguoyanjiuhuikuizhongwenshequn。”

 

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本文作者武冰聪,界面新闻记者。
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