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“woxiangwangdenvxingtamenxuanzechengweizuojia、yishujia、kexuejia，yizheixieshenfenwajue 、suzaozijideqianneng，shixianrenleigezhongweidadekenengxing。tamenmeiyicimianlintamenkeyiduozaixingbiededongxuelijiukeyitaobifengbaodeshihou，tamenmeiyouxuanzetaobi，tamentingshenerchu，duizijiduzhoufashi，woyaozuodegengchuse，gengwanmei。zheiyicizhenfuchuxingdong，zheiyiciwojiejinsuoneng。”

作家蒋方舟cengzaiyanjiangzhongtidaoguodezheiduanhua，zai《wojingguofengbao》shangyingdeshijianjiedianxiandefeichangtieqie。zheishiyibubuzhiyujiabao、nvxingkunjingdeyingpian，zaidaoyan、bianjuqinhaiyanheyanyuantongliyadeganzhili，tayouguanchengzhangheyongqi，chongmanleduitarenhexianshideguanzhao。

congdianyingdaochuangzuozhe，zaimeiyicidebaofengyulailinqian，tamendoumeiyouxuanzetaopao，ershiyongganmiandui。yingpianshangyingqian，dumouyuqinhaiyanhetongliyaliaoleliaodianying、nvxingheyongqidegushi。

必须要拍的电影

2019nian，qinhaiyandepengyouzaoyulejiabao，zheijianshizhenjingleta。yuanbenyiweijiabaoshihenyaoyuandeshi，meixiangdaojulizheimejin，genghekuang，pengyouheqizhangfudoushigaozhide、youdulijingjinenglideren，danzaichulizheiyangdewentishihaishifeichangwuli。zuoweichuangzuozhe，qinhaiyandebiaodayuzaishouchudonghouyongxian，taxiangbatapaichengdianying。

zuolejinershinianbianju，qinhaiyandiyiciyouzijizuodaoyan、bazheijianshipaichulaideyuwang。“kenengyinweiwohenzaodijinruhunyin、shengyangxiaohai，meiyouneimezaodibadaoyandeshenfenfuyuziji，juedebianjuzheigeshenfenshinenggourangwoqujianguhenduoshiqingde，meiyouxiangguoyidingyaozuodaoyan。”erduizheigeticaiwufaannadebiaodayu，chanshengzaitazuoledaliangdecaifangzhihou。

chuleyierxianchengshi，qinhaiyanhaiqulexianchenghenongcun，caifangleshouhaizhe、fanjiabaozuzhi、jicengganjinghelvshideng，jileileshubaigezhenshianlizhihou，chanshengleyizhongshiminggan，taxingrongneishiyizhong“ganqisuogan，shangqisuoshang，tongqisuotong”deqingxu。“woshexiangguokenenghuiyouhenduoshengyinshuozheishicengnvxingzhuyidehuati，taolunbeidaipiandaonannvduilihuozhekonghunkongyu，danwodechuxinjiuhenjianding，jiushixiangyaorangzheigewentibeikandao、beijiejue，xiangrangdajiaqingtinghelejiejiabaodeshouhaizhemen，lixingditantaozheigewenti。”

《wojingguofengbao》denvzhujiaoxumindejinglidaibiaolecaifangzhonghenduonvxingdezhenshijingli，lvshilixiaomengyelaizizhenshishijian：yiweinianqingdezhushoulvshizaihaoburongyibangzhushouhairenlihunhou，shouhairenyouzijihuidaolejiating，zhushoulvshibengkuile，cizhile。kaolvdaoxianshiqingkuang，pangguanzhezongshizhiyishouhaizhezailihunyubulihunzhongdefanfu，bulijietamendechujing，danyilvshideshijiaojinrugushi、lejiexumindexinlulicheng，zheiyangdechulifangshigengjiarouhe，yewanchenglelianggenvhaichengzhanghexianghujiushudexushi。

duiyugushizhongdeshibaozhe、nanzhujiaochenjun，qinhaiyanbuxiangsuzaochuyigechuncuideemohuozhezhanan。“jiabaoqishishiyoumoxingde，huiyoushibaoheshibaohoudeqiurao，‘tianmiqi’hepingjingqi，ranhoucaishixiayicideshibao。”taxiwangjiaoseshiyouxueyourouyougenjide，suoyitayebuxiangzhaoyigekanqilaijiuhenxiongdeyanyuan，fanerxiwangtayouyidingdeqipianxing。

yinweizhenshiqingkuangjiushiruci——henduoshibaozhezongshikansiwenshun、haopiqi，daizheshouhaizhejinruleyiduanyouqipianxingdehunyin，zheiyerangyanyuandebiaoyanyoulegengdadefahuikongjian，erchenjundeshiyanzhewuyuhandebiaoyanhenhaodishixianlezheizhongfanchagan。

nvzhujiaoxumindebanyanzheshizuixianquedingxialaide。qinhaiyanzhijiequhengdianzhaodaolezhengzaipaixidetongliya，yiqichiledunwaimai、liaolejuben，jiudinglexialai。“kenengjiushizaiduideshijianyudaoduideren，dangshibingmeiyouqitarenxuan，yemeiyouxiangguoyayajujuehoudefangan，tayeyikedoumeiyouyouyu，jiuhaoxiangshizaineigejubendeqiantixia，tonghuxigongmingyunle。”qinhaiyanshuodao。

ranerbianjushiduijubenhewenzifuze，youguo《zhaodaoni》《cishaxiaoshuojia》《wanliguitu》dengduobuzuopinjingyandeqinhaiyanyijingshulianyuci，dandangdaoyanhaishidiyici，nanmianjinzhang。tazhinengzaiqianqizhunbeishangxiazugongfu，gensheyingshi、fenjingshibameiyigejingtoudouhuahaole，suoyouzhunbeidouzugouchongfenle，caigankaipai。

huoxushiyinweisuoyoucanyu《wojingguofengbao》degongzuorenyuandoubeifuzheguanzhaoxianshideshiminggan，yingpiandeqianqizhunbeihepaishedousuandeshangshunli，danzhendaolehouqiheshangyingjieduan，kunnanhezuaiyuanchaoxiangxiang。“womensuoyourenyoujinglileyicifengbao，lianhuanfengbao。”

她们经过风暴

qinhaiyanxuanzexianpaiyixiewenxindechangjing。diyichangxishixuminyuchenjunhaiyoulianggehaizienaidexi，yijiarenyiqichangk、wanshua、zuoyouxi，xianbayuanbenwennuandejiatingfenweiyingzaochulai。zhiyouxian“tian”guo，zaibazheixiemeihaodedongxisisuideshihou，yanyuanheguanzhongdetonggancaihuigengqianglie。

zaipianchangdeshihou，wuyuhanbugentongliyashuohua，guyishuyuanta，payanyuanzhijiandeshuxiganhuiyingxiangjiaosedezhunquexing，lianqianqideenaiyeshibiaoyanchulaide，yuyingpiandegushigengweitiehe。erzaitongliyadeshijiaoli，yikaishinadaojubenhaimeiyouchanshenghenqiangdeshiminggan，zhishijuedezijirouruodewaibiaoxiadeliliangyuyongganbeidaoyankandaole，yexiwangzijinenggouzaizheibudianyinglitupoyiwangdeyinmujiaose。

zaikanledaliangziliao、zuolegongke、zoujinlejiaosezhihou，tongliyacaizhenzhengyoulebeidianrandebiaodayu。“baolibingbuzhishiaida，yuyanshangdebaoli、jingshenshangdekongzhidengdeng，doushuyubaoli，henduowozijidekunhuo，zaibiaoyanguochengzhongjiekaile。”

yingpianzhongyichangfatingshangdezhongchangxi，tongliyazhudongzhaoqinhaiyanshangliang，bazheichangxilianzheyanxialai，qinhaiyanlijieyanyuanxuyaofeichanglianguan、baomandeqingxu，jiudiaozhenglefenjing，lianpailesitian。changjingshizhenshidefating，qunzhongyanyuanmenzaipangbian，tongliyajiuxiangzhanzaihuajuwutaidezhongjianbiaoyan，beiyanleihehanshuijintou。neigejingtoujinyitiaojiuyanlejiejinbangexiaoshi，suoyouzaichangdequnzhongyanyuandoukule，xianghuajuxiemuyiyang，zhangshengxiangleqilai。

tongliyayikaishihaizaishouzheyan，zhidaolianggehaizijinlai，zhangkaikoushuohuadeshihou，tongliyadenaohaichuxianlehenduohuamian，neixiehuamianzuchengletajinglidexumindeyisheng。“zaishuosuoyoudetaicishi，xiangzaiguodianyingyiyang，jiangshuzijifashengdeshiqing，neizhongganjuetaiqiangliele，wobeisikai，juedehentong。”tongliyashuodao。neixieguanzhongdexianchangfanying，yedouzaicibatatuijinlexuminzheigejiaoseli。

weileyanchujiaosedehuanghuhepibei，tongliyaaolejitianbushuijuebuchidongxi，biaoyandeshihoutiantianku，kudaodanaoqueyang，yanshencaisuanduile。neiduanshijiantaganjuedaofeichangzhixi，yitiaojingtoupaiguole，huidaowaimianzhanyihuier。wuliuyuefendenanjingyangguanghenhao，kongqilihaiyouguihuadexiangwei，taheqinhaiyanyiqizhanzheganshouzhe。“dengpaiwanlenengbunengdaiwohechangdajiu，fangsongyixia，buranneigedongxibiezaixinli，tainanshoule。”

erdangshideqinhaiyan，yezaidaoyanhe“ziji”depingxingshenfenlizhengzhazhe。yichuangzuozhedeshenfenlaikandaizheibuyingpian，xuyaolixingdibawo，danyi“ziji”deshenfenqukan，youfeichanggantongshenshou——suiranzijikubengle，danhuidaojutidegongzuoli，haishigaishandeshan，gainadiaodehaishiyaonadiao——qinhaiyanyezai《wojingguofengbao》lixuehuileruhepinghengzijideduozhongshenfen。

tongliyazaikandaochengpiandeshihouyijingjuedeburenshizijile。“womenyanyuandoushijingxindabanhaozhanshijibierenkande，suoyourenkandaodetongliyadoushihuazhuangshijigexiaoshijihuazhuangzaoxinghou，shengzhuangdabanhaodeyangzi，danzheibuxiwohenganxiedaoyanmeiyourangwopiaoliangzhe。”

suoyounvxingdouyouhenbengkuide、langbeideshike，kandaoyingpianlizijideyangzi，tongliyajuedeneicaishizheigenianjidenvxingyudaolekunnanshigaiyoudeyangzi，yeshiguanzhongmeiyoujianguodetongliyadeyangzi。nenggouwanquantouruwanchengzheiyangyigejiaose，tongliyajuedehenxingyun。shenqidedifangshi，xuminhetayanguodehenduojiaose，douzaipingxingshikongyingxiangzhetadeshenghuo、jiazhiguan，shenzhigaibianletadexuanze。

不再害怕，不会停下

“wobenshenjiujingliguogezhonggeyangdefengbao，danxianzaidewobiandeyongganle。”tongliyashuo，yanguoduoshaojiaose，jiuyouduoshaogerenshengguiji，zheixiedongxihuiyingzhaotazijishenshang。erzai《wojingguofengbao》depingxingshikongli，xuminjiletongliyahenduonengliang。tabuzaijupafengbao，juedingyongzijidefangshizouchulai。 “zheijiushiwoderensheng，wojiushijinglilezheixie，bupajidajiazhanxian，yebupadajiaquxianghubijiao，zheijiushiwodejiaose，woshiyigeyanyuan，yinggaiquyouduozhongdetiyan，bawoshenshangdenengliangfahuichulai，weilepayinhuoshaoshenjiuyanyidianputongde、rouruode、anquandejiaose，yanyuandeyiyihezai？zaijiashenmedoubuganqibushigengshufu？”

fengbaozhihou，tongliyaduiyanyuandeshenfenyeyoulegengduodeganshou。zaiduihuazhongtatidao，youyiduanshijianhenliuxingxiaobaitudejiaose，youyiduanshijianyouhenliuxing“bazong”dejiaose，zaiguoyiduanshijiankenenghenliuxingdedanvzhu“shuangwen”，yanyuankenenghuigenjuliuxinglaijuedingzijiheshishenme，“danwoxianzaijuedewomenbuyinggaigenzhechaoliuzou，buyaobeidaipao，yaozuozijixiangyaobiaodadedongxi。”

yiqiannadaoneixie“xiaobaitu”dejiaose，bushiyanyuanbuxiangyan，shineixiejiaosekenengliliangjibudao，tamenyemeiyoubiaodadechukou；meiyouzheimexuelinlindexianshizhuyiticai，jiumeiyoujihuibiaoda。zaitongliyakanlai，xianzaiyuelaiyueduodejubenchuangzuoguochengzhongjiuyijingganbiaodale。

“ruguoyihouyougengduoyouliliangdechuangzuozhenenggoubazijideliliangzhanshichulai，duiwomenzheigenianjidenvyanyuanyehenyouhao，yinweiyougengduodejiaosekeyiquyan，yeyinweijinglidegengduo，xinlishangdeyueligengnengdandezhuzheiyangdejiaose。”taxiangyaojixuchangshigengduoyoutiaozhanxingdejiaose，shichangtingxialaisikao、chongdian，fuyujiaosehezijixindeshengmingli。

qinhaiyanzezhaodaoleyigelujing——jinxingzhenshidecaifang、zhagenshenghuo，tongguochuangzuolaizhenshidifanyingdangxiadenvxingdekunjing，rangtamendeqingganyushenghuonengyougengduodejihuibeixiechulai、paichulai。ruxingzhijin，tameiyoujuedeyinweinvxingdeshenfenzaizhiyefazhanshangshoudaotaiduodexianzhi，gengxiangxinzheishiyigepingzhenbenshidexingye。

“bianjuxiebuhaojiumeiyong，xiehaoleqishishiyoujihuide。”zheixieniankandaoxingyelihenduonvxingdianyingrenzaigegegongzhongshangshanshanfaguang，zaidianyingjiedechuangtouyekeyikandaoyuelaiyueduodenianqingdenvxingchuangzuozhe，qinhaiyanjuedetamendebiaodahejifadoufeichangchengshu，xinshengdenvxingdechuangzuozhedeliliangtebieqiangda。

ertaziji，yebuhuitingzhixiezuo。“wozaixiejubendeshihou，tihuidaodeneizhongkuailedeyuzhikenengdayushenghuozhongsuoyouyiqiededongxi，zheishihuishangyinde，suoyiwobukenengfangqikuaile，yidinghaihuijixuxiexiaqu。”

dangtamenbuzaitaopao，jiejinsuonengdizouxiaqu，dianyingluomuhou，guanyutamende、yonggandegushi，yebuhuitingzhi。